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Thursday, February 23, 2012


Alhamdulillah. We are now in 2012! Life has been good so far. Despite the chaotic early days in 2012, i’m still thankful for the opportunity Allah has given me to be able to breathe in this temporary tiny space. It’s been quite a long time since I posted something here. Reason is too occupied with study. *as always* Eh no no definitely no, it’s actually has something to do with my final year project. InsyaAllah, June will be the end of all these suffers. *exaggerate*. Or may be the first phase will end just soon. Hopefully.

I have some free time right now, wanted to blog about so many things. Especially on all the memories in 2011 . The last few months in 2011 were the toughest among all, and I would say the hardest year I’ve been so far. I really want to burst out everything here, but I think it is best to keep it to myself. I am pretty sure If I started to blog about it, tears will simply fall down. To not let you into confusion, I will give a hint or keyword and the rest, you do it yourself. Parents+siblings+family. Or if you are the nicest and caring people on earth, eagerly wanna know, kindly email or just sms if you have my number. Hahaha. Loyal readers please pray for me, pray hard for my family. That would be more than enough to show your concern. Thank you in advance.

Oh before that,I have something really interesting to share. It means a lot to me, but maybe not for some of you. Recently, I had a random conversation with this one madam who is currently doing her Phd. She taught Parasitology when I was in 3rd year study. We're both doing animal study and obviously we met quite often in a week. She is now in the last trimester, 2 months before delivery in April, InsyaAllah. There were few days, she asked for help to give treatment to her mice since she didn’t want any contact with mice that might bring any bad circumstances to her baby. While conducting the treatment, she always had so many interesting stories to be shared from different area either in the field of study itself, current issue, family, personal matters and etc.

What attracted me the most, when she talked about how she met her husband. Their love story just fascinated me. At the beginning, I have no idea how it all started because my first impression on her was she’s like other typical women, been in love with their husband for quite some time before both decided to get married. Err but I was wrong, not even close either!! 

Saya buat Solat Istiqarah. Masa tu saya tak de sape-sape pun. Mungkin sebab saya ni ambitious,jadi saya tak fikir pasal ni. Saya decide nak kahwin sebab masa tu saya nak sambung Phd. Saya cakap dengan diri saya, kalau saya start Phd confirm saya dah tak fikir pasal perkara ni. Saya mungkin berjaya dunia kalau saya dpt sambung dan dapatkn Phd tapi saya fikir sebagai Muslim, saya kena tunaikan juga tanggungjawab sebagai seorang Muslim. Saya kenal diri saya, kalau saya tunggu dan tunggu masa saya buat Phd nanti, memang takkan saya berkahwin. Sebab tu saya buat Solat Istiqarah mintak Allah tunjukkan jodoh saya, dan kalau betul masa tu dah sesuai permudahkan segala urusan kami. Sedangkan pada masa tu, saya takde sape-sape. Takde seorang kawan lelaki pun yang saya rapat. Saya berserah,tawakal semuanya pada Allah.

Masa saya dulu zaman friendster. *kami semua tergelak.haha*. Saya suka tulis cerpen,saya post dkt blog yang mmg dah ade dlm friendster tu jugak. Jadi, friendlist saya semua boleh baca dan komen. Lepas saya buat Solat Istiqarah, dalam seminggu/2 minggu (yang ni I tak brape ingat berapa minggu) ade seorang ni komen dekat blog saya. Orang tu lah yang saya nampak lepas istiqarah saya. Die dah ada dalam friendlist saya masa saya 1st year undergrade lagi tapi saya tak pernah tau. Rupanya,die mmg follow blog saya dan suka baca cerpen-cerpen saya. Dari situ, die dpt kenal personality saya. Masa tu saya duduk rumah sewa area Ukm dan die pulak tgh cuti sebelum masuk semester akhir, tahun akhir dkt Usm Penang. Saya first tengok die face to face, bila die nak hanta nasi ayam (family bisnes hsband) dkt saya. Die dtg rumah sewa saya,die bg dkt pagar je,saya ambil tak cakap apa terus masuk rumah. dan dalam tempoh die cuti yg singkat tu kami kenal dan die pun propose saya. Saya Masa die propose saya, saya tak cakap lagi yang mmg die yg saya nampak dlm istiqarah saya. Saya ckp dkt dia, kenapa nak kahwin dgn saya dan saya cakap saya nak sambung Phd dan nanti saya akan sgt ambitious dgn cita-cita saya. Die cakap die faham sebab die bace dari cerpen-cerpen saya. Jadi,saya suruh die datang meminang. Masa die dan family datang meminang mak saya tak percaya sebab saya tak pernah cerita pasal lelaki or kwn2 lelaki saya. Masa hari husband saya nk dtg meminang, saya ckp dekat may saya : mak,nanti ada orang nak dating meminang,siap2 lah. Mak saya tak percaya,kata saya main-main sampailah husband saya and family sampai,baru dia percaya.

Sekarang kan Nany, setiap hari Jumaat saya dgn husband saya akan lunch 2 orang. Lepas die balik hospital,before solat Jumaat. Kitaorg akan beli nasi ayam dkt satu kedai ni and makan dkt rumah. Macam family day lah tapi takde anak-anak. Anak-anak saya hantar dekat educare. Hihihi.”


P/s: Cerita di dalam " " telah di olah menjadi versi saya untuk di kongsikan kepada anda. :)

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Friday, November 11, 2011



Note to you:
Too obvious dude! No more hiding please.


Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Marriage is a thing

So Hye! It's been a while. I just don't have the will to post anything. I am not busy but pretty much occupied with some personal stuff, family and of course enthusiastically spending precious time with friends/ bestfriends. If I have to put some pictures here, i would definitely give a big No. There are so many pictures that even me myself couldn’t have much time to look at those pictures. Now you can imagine how occupied my life has been for the past few weeks.

Apart from that, school has started. My final year, wehooo!. I will try to regularly update you guys with my undergrade life,InsyaAllah. Looking at my drafts just now, I haven’t published most of them. I did write something but it will end up stuck in the middle and I rather secured in the draft than published it as a post. Such a waste of time isn’t it?. But who cares. Haha.

To share soemthing with you, I think this is among the thing that keep lingering in my mind. What more you can expect when girls unite themselves together. Marriage is one the 'hot' topic that is currently being debated all over world. Haha. *exaggerate*. I asked one of my friends (‘cinta’ bukan nama sebenar), if I be the first person among us to get married can I ask her a favor. I would seek her generous heart to sponsor my wedding in terms of bla bla bla and so forth. Immediately, they burst into laughed and the funny thing was the rest even spontaneously came out with their own ‘rules’ and ‘favor’.

“Aku nak kau sponsor pelamin” –said A.

“Aku nak kau bagi hadiah rumah,kereta ke” – said B

“ Aku nak kau sponsor doorgift je”- said C

And the discussion went on and on until cinta had enough of our crazy and wild favors. Cinta is the one who always dream high and always has strong believe that she can a billionaire one fine day. (Amin Amin Amin). Therefore, we always look up on her so that one day she will fulfill our dream. Very unfortunate, suddenly as we busy arguing about the present we want for our wedding then cinta finally put a dot to this conversation.

“ Yang korang duk mintak aku macam-macam ni, aku pelik. Suami korang nanti kerja apa? ”

there you go,


Sunday, August 14, 2011

Ramadhan: Terawih

Kisah 1

1st August. Seluruh umat Islam bersemangat. Dari yang sudah lanjut usia hingga ke sekecil kanak-kanak. Sungguh Ramadhan bulan yang amat diberkati. Kejadiaan berlaku di hari pertama aku berterawih. 
Usai selesai berterawih, aku sambung dengan solat sunat witir. Selepas doa penutup, aku bersalaman dengan mak dan seterusnya dengan jemaah wanita yang lain. Rasa awkward bila bersalaman dengan mereka yang seangkatan usianya dengan mak. Rasa seperti memegang dan mengucup tangan bakal mak mertua. :) Oh, so random.

Kisah 2

Hari kedua aku berterawih di surau yang berlainan. Seperti semalam, selesai solat isyak, kami teruskan dengan solat sunat terawih. Terawih di surau ini habis awal. Imam baca surah tidak panjang seperti semalam. Aku sedikit senang dengan keadaan ini sebab aku lebih khusyuk. Tetapi, satu perkara menganggu konsentrasi. Aku yakin para jemaah lain turut merasainya. 
Ketika sedang khusyuk berterawih, bunyi mercun umpama meriam buluh kedengaran meneggelamkan suara imam walaupun imam memakai 'mic'. Bayangkan, ada jemaah yang sempat melatah. Aduhai, mungkin di dalam hati mereka berbisik "selamat aku takde sakit jantung". Hehe. Dari rakaat pertama sehingga selesai witir. Dentam dentum mercun jelas kedengaran. Macam mana aku nak khusyuk?

Kisah 3

Ada beberapa hari, aku beterawih bersama mak dan adik perempuan di rumah. Ketika hari-hari malas dek kerana mengikut nafsu. Usai habis rakaat ke-4, mak mengangkat tangan untuk membaca doa. Tiba-tiba, mak tersenyum dan terus tergelak kecil. Aku dan adik jadi hairan. 
" Mak lupa lah doa. Bila mak solat sorang2, mak ingat je . hehe ". Apa lagi, kami pun sama-sama lah gelak. Hahaha.

Kisah 4

Selepas iftar, perlu lekas-lekas bersiap sedia untuk solat mahgrib dan solat terawih. Isnin - jumaat ayah dan mak sibuk bekerja. Memang akan ada hari yang mereka tidak ke surau,hanya solat sendiri di rumah. Suatu hari, " Ayah tak larat la nak pergi surau hari ni, ayah letih banyak kerja tadi. Ayah nak rehat". Aku dan mak seperti biasa ke surau pada hari itu. Sesudah selesai, ketika sampai di rumah kami lihat ayah segar bugar menonton television. "Goal! Goal! Hadi, goal hadi goal!"  jerit ayah sambil memanggil adik ku si Hadi. Bila mendengar ayah hyperaktif sebegitu dengan serta merta mak bersuara " Hai, tadi punya la kata letih tak larat nak pegi surau. Ni boleh pulak celik terjerit sana sini". Ayah buat dunno, mantain cool. :)

Salam Ramadhan.

Friday, August 12, 2011

Blue is the color

I know this post is like super late. But better late than never. Kan? 

So yea. I went to Bukit Jalil last time, to watch Chelsea vs  Malaysia. I just got my ticket a day before the match. Imagine, i drove all the way from Gombak to Sunway Piramid just to pick up the ticket which i bought it from one random girl in facebook. I am so glad for being able to get myself the tickets, eventhough I have to ‘buat kerja gila’ like this. I already went to ticketpro counter to get ticket but unfortunately only 100+ and 300+ tickets are leftover.

Together with my brothers, we reached Bukit Jalil around 5.30pm. The crowd was totally insane!! People wearing blue and yellow jersey can be spotted everywhere. Its just like you can’t see any other colour than this two. Haha. I never felt like this before, seriously. As we queued to enter the gate, a friend of mine called me and told me that she has 6 extra tickets worth 108 myr each. The moment she said that, I was like “Betul ke! Betul ke!” Sumpah excited gila. I bought the cheapest tickets and I got the 108 tickets for FREE!. Oh my goodness, thank you so much my dear bestfriend. It was worth 2 hours waiting and wandering around the stadium as I met familiar faces who I used to watch them on the television. :)

Met Jimmy Shanley, Qi Razali and Yasmin Hani. All them were pretty cool and friendly esp Qi. We talked a bit about his career and he sort of gained weight I think. This must be because of JJCM.  Oh and Qi was in the same group with Yasmin Hani, together with Qi's lil brother. Then only I realized that Hani is soon to be Qi’s sister in-law. :)

Ok enough I guess. Enjoy few pics taken during the match. 

Ehem.Jimmy sgt handsomeeeee!

Terima kasih adik dan sepupu sayang.

Sebab dapat seat best, maka dapat zoom Torres, Lampard and Terry. Drogba je tak berape nk dpt.:P

Semangat Blues tak hingat dunia. Menyanyi hampir setiap 15 minutes.

Pic of the day. Look at the foreigners. Haha

Thank you darling!! Rushing masuk stadium,so tak sempat take proper pic.

Don't worry. I minat Chelsea tapi tak sampai masuk army.:P

Walaupun game tak berapa nak best sebab Malaysia didn't send their first team, but still im  enjoying myself so much. Sebab i dapat nampak insan ni depan2. Asal bola kat kaki dia je,mengelupur bangun jerit. :D

The hottest man on the field.

One thing je yang spoil. Bateri camera habis bila second half start. (that's so nany).

Wednesday, July 27, 2011


It was in 1999  i guess, or maybe 2000. When i was 11/12 years old, i still remember this one story no one else would ever know unless if i accidentally spoiled the news to you.  Definitely, i told my very close friends about this and all them burst into laughed. I don’t think it was a funny joke or something, but even me myself can’t stop smiling whenever i think of it over and over again. Silly me, poor me. Still, it was the best childhood memories i’ve ever had.
Seriously, i can’t remember the exact day, but i strongly believe it was on weekdays. Masa tu, this phenomena telah melanda seluruh pelusuk negara especially to all kanak-kanak or remaja perempuan. Just name it, semua orang sure akan kenal punya la, i bet. Beside my all time favourite Siti Nurhaliza, this boy band pun tgh meletup-letup letup letup. Tak kisah la suara sengau ke, nama pelik ke but mmg tengah 'havoc' gila this band mase tu.

This one day, saya dapat tau yang this band ade showcase dkt one mall ni. Ape lagi, mengelupur excited ok pergi nak tgk. Just imagine, at the age of 11/12! Sungguh budak-budak. So yea,i went for the showcase. Masa tu,kecil lagi. The only transport yang ada adalah basikal. BASIKAL. Obviously, kalau mintak parents hantar memang tak mungkin. Jadi, i went to the mall by bicycle. Gigih tak gigih?. Adalah dalam 20 minutes jugak nak sampai sana. Phew!. Sekarang nak jalan kaki pergi kelas pun tak sanggup. For the sake of Tomok and 'Sejarah Mungkin Berulang' terik panas, penat lelah mengayuh ku redahi demi New Boyz. And aku dapat port paling depan stage. Lagi mengelupur menjerit tengok Tomok. Haha. Sumpah lawak. But diorang tak lame atas stage sebab kena baling telur dari 2nd floor. Ini memang kisah tak boleh lupa sampai bila-bila.( Hikayat seribu satu kisah nak certia dekat anak cucu.:)

Ini kisah 11 tahun lepas, sekarang dah 2011. Beberapa minggu lepas insan ni pun dah kawin. Syahdu pun ade. Haha. What a small world, my primary schoolmates pun now in a relationship with Tomok's bro. So yeah, mmg i dapat live update pasal die. 

I had the opportunity to really met Tomok in person last year. Both event under en.artis. First, outing bowling and second mase event bukak puasa collaboration dengan en.artis. A very humble and nice guy. :)

                                 Thanks for the childhood memories.:)